Twilight as our memory..

yesterday i had went Alamanda to watched Twilight esclipce with my brothers =]..its really boring..exactly it should be I suggest to watch with you..did you still remember that you recommand this film to me?and dont you remember what we were chat last time? Hahas..l think you already forgotten what we during before..nevermind..its okay..atleast this film were bringed us the first feeling..until now..I couldn't put down you,I had tried very harder and harder!!..but still no 1 can replace you in my heart..i shouldn't think too much about you..l suppose to forget our sweet memory even I still like you.I need to keep myself awake!!!..its does not fair to my GF..she need me to love her more..she doesnt want me to said about you and ask me to throw everything you gave me..SK you're my only =]..I need to put down the old and except the new~!!you make me consider something I can hurt my GF!!please stop simply appear and disturb my mind..Enough!!!I decide to move on and not going to stay over..no wonder this is a hard decision I had ever made.finally i put you into the glass and kept apart in my soul....its a time to say good bye..I hope these never began to us again...

Football World Cup FiFa 2010

last saturday midnight what to do for sleep lately??

i'm went to Oldtown with my family..

what we go there are to watched football..that match were Germany vs Argentina

i want Argentina to be champion..because all of my family member..half were

argentina suporter..but cant believe that we still can sat together ==

after that ARGENTINA 10 Messi was near to Goal all argentina supporters shout as

loud as we can..but..the sad thing was..always kena tiang ==!!

After half match its rest time..

GErMANY have score 1..

i hate germany!!!u defeat England...

so i wonder argentina paid bek to u..and kick u out

haix argentina is like hell~~

hear from they said ..the main reason

argentina lose cause Manadona doesnt put Messi as front attacker...

so the result was out..

4-0~!!!

cant really believe the truth

how come argentina get zero??!!!

is sad that argentina had lose

but germany really very good la

so many people watch so no need to tell out all the story

so wait for final la~

this time FIFA is fake 1...

RASUAH ED...

so i wait for 2014...hope the world wont so fast End =D

write about what I mean that you..

2-face-betrayer which I didn't know ..seriously..what personality I know you??just met out for 3 times?i do not care how much I know about you..after a day by day..and time is passing without you..I were felt lonely here..And I don't like HIM..!He is just a FUKER who step in my LIFE!!!So please don't make me suspect that you still love him or contact..And please don't simply make up the feeling to LOVE another 1..Why I will said so??because I don't know you..when i look at you..i have felt something..its very weird feeling..HATE!!my brother give some advise to me..next time..if you were argue with someone,make sure regret after that..it is about something bad..just ignore it...sometimes it will be better if you never stand in and that would never start..it was the last decision i have made..but this is not what you call a HAPPY ENDING~!!!i hope your life can be wonderful

Its my Life!!!

So Hey.. I was wondering.. What is it like to be someone you have always wanted..? It feels great huh..? Well, you wanna know whom I want to be..? I want to be me.. The real me.. I want people to like who I really am.. not some fake old me who has been created by the outside world of other people that is very unormaly for me..I feel stupid to changing myself to match you..I really dont wan to be like that anymore..Haha...Blogging nowadays isn't that much fun to me now~

The Last Moment

First day without you is like in a world without of any colors..

The moment you hug me, I wish the time would stoped and let me have it that way with you forever..

When you got on with wenny after I hug you, I knew that this day would come along..

And all I could do is waiting..Waving to you saying Good-Bye..

Nothing's gonna change the fact that your leaving me in this moment..

I wish you all the best even if you have to go.. Never fear as I will always there with you by your side..

But now is the end of our world..

Until next week when you're back for me..

Just want you to remember that here is always welcome for you to stay..

almost 1month...

Bored of waiting...

Wednesday..thursday...friday...saturday....sunday...keep holding my phone..to wait you miss call me..but no ring....afday day and day..i almost do same thing..after few minute i will take my phone and see got any miss call or not..but NO!!!

Is like that 1 la..I mean the way I choose..
also not the first day i knew..
togehter with you is correct??????
nevermind la..
just to be awaiting you to give up me ..hehehs
sorry sook kuan yesterday i call to your house your mother pick the phone..
and she ask me somthing i faster put down the call..
i was so scare....not mean i didnt respect them..
haix..i can believe your mom said..
if you get a new BF maybe can allow
if me..==NTG to said..
am i that bad??seem like im the most worst than other..
pls dont tryto look down people..
dont forget we are also same kind of human being~!
aikssssssss~wanna hear your voice also is a big problem..
also not using ur any money..is I call you..you no need to use even 1cent leh..
how many girls were wish his bf to call come..
how about our meet.?
is it call HARD LOVE??
who hav during this love before?
giv some opinion leh..
i think i were the first 1 bah..

this is my second time write about you here..

its not a very happy thing to me...
got 1 fucking fellow has tell me everything
so please no more lie OKAY??
last time I know you..
I really though that you were MINE..
and after he told me..
I can sure you're NOT..
suddenly I cant imagine what kind of girl you ARE..
whatever the truth is..
I really dont care or mind anymore..REALLY~!!
I dont wan argue with you..
because I scare you would leave me again..
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY DEAR...
I willing love myself more than you..
you're the first who has make me thinking you evrytime!!
do you knw even I having my class..any lesson..anywhere..anytime...?
I almost want to be MAD!!
(then you will left me..)
easy answer~that I helped you said =D
so I hope you can pray for me to not MISS you and LOVE you much..
As Much As I Sure..
In this world YOU re not preety ..but YOU re the GOOD girl
I had never meet in my life...
I really apologize that i kept hurt you again and again..
I dont know what happenned to me..
but i hav promised to not joke and i hav to change !!!
I can do it!!!!just for you..
I hope you can BELONG with me everyday..
is that posibble??NOT!!!!
you family doesnt like me ...
they have prejudis on ME..
I KNOW WHY..its very ASHAME thing to said out..
i regret why I will said something to you like this kind of thing...
SORRY..
I know our relationship can be longer..
that why I beg you to together with me..
not because of FOREVER...
i lying myself that we are perfect match... Lols
funny~!!
basicly why your first and second that you fall in love with ..
the nick name must strat from A???Alex...Axel??/////
im really boring with what i bother..I feel veery tired...
I need rest..
can you understand ME more??
I just hope you can knw what i was thinking inside..
that ALL!!not much!!
you doesnt care me anymore...
Haha...
since last monday.. i take the sweater cloth to you..
i really afraid to look at you..
and i saw ur face not really lik me
I want to know what type of girl you re when I were not beside you..
2 differents face person??or ..some else??o .0

Did you know I hav toooooo much pressure when i hav you?!
everythin i wan to giv you to most good..
maybe ur education is excellent..what M I??
background not good as ur mother said..
i really hate that..pls watch her mouth...
until now i still remember i wont forget that...NEVER..!!!
but nevermind..=D
actually im not those guy like axel and alex..
im not good
im not rich
im not clever...
and etc..
dun tell me you dun care all these..
now the girl is very realistic..
i cant really read your mind..

I wan go out with you..
when can I meet you agian?
after PMR..
can i wait??
maybe can or maybe NO..
cause..
I scare you play me..:(
i hv waste alot of MONEY On you..
no is SPENT...
i never regret..
I JUST WANT YOU BE MINE!!!!
yesterday my best friends has tell me properly..
he said..his GF wan bought watch to him..around 1k..
do you knw why???
because she wan her BF all body is wearing she giv it to him..
but he dont want..he dont want it too expensive..
if cheap more maybe he will except..that mean he dont lik
she wasting money..

HAIX..take photo with you cannot uploud..
scare of this and that..this love wenny said she better dont want..
i think some of your friends still dont know that you hav BF right??
but my whole class DID!!!
so that mean its easy for you to find new 1 at school la??
who know you already GOT?

DO YOU LOVE ME??
WHAT YOU WANT TO DO WHEN IM BESIDE YOU??
WHAT IM TO YOU??
WHAT DO YOU WAN STEAL FROM ME???MONEY??
DO YOU CARE ABOUT ME????
tell me the truth..

she is right every starts will always have its end.. but eveRy end must have its new start
AGREE?? ^^