this is my second time write about you here..

its not a very happy thing to me...
got 1 fucking fellow has tell me everything
so please no more lie OKAY??
last time I know you..
I really though that you were MINE..
and after he told me..
I can sure you're NOT..
suddenly I cant imagine what kind of girl you ARE..
whatever the truth is..
I really dont care or mind anymore..REALLY~!!
I dont wan argue with you..
because I scare you would leave me again..
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY DEAR...
I willing love myself more than you..
you're the first who has make me thinking you evrytime!!
do you knw even I having my class..any lesson..anywhere..anytime...?
I almost want to be MAD!!
(then you will left me..)
easy answer~that I helped you said =D
so I hope you can pray for me to not MISS you and LOVE you much..
As Much As I Sure..
In this world YOU re not preety ..but YOU re the GOOD girl
I had never meet in my life...
I really apologize that i kept hurt you again and again..
I dont know what happenned to me..
but i hav promised to not joke and i hav to change !!!
I can do it!!!!just for you..
I hope you can BELONG with me everyday..
is that posibble??NOT!!!!
you family doesnt like me ...
they have prejudis on ME..
I KNOW WHY..its very ASHAME thing to said out..
i regret why I will said something to you like this kind of thing...
SORRY..
I know our relationship can be longer..
that why I beg you to together with me..
not because of FOREVER...
i lying myself that we are perfect match... Lols
funny~!!
basicly why your first and second that you fall in love with ..
the nick name must strat from A???Alex...Axel??/////
im really boring with what i bother..I feel veery tired...
I need rest..
can you understand ME more??
I just hope you can knw what i was thinking inside..
that ALL!!not much!!
you doesnt care me anymore...
Haha...
since last monday.. i take the sweater cloth to you..
i really afraid to look at you..
and i saw ur face not really lik me
I want to know what type of girl you re when I were not beside you..
2 differents face person??or ..some else??o .0

Did you know I hav toooooo much pressure when i hav you?!
everythin i wan to giv you to most good..
maybe ur education is excellent..what M I??
background not good as ur mother said..
i really hate that..pls watch her mouth...
until now i still remember i wont forget that...NEVER..!!!
but nevermind..=D
actually im not those guy like axel and alex..
im not good
im not rich
im not clever...
and etc..
dun tell me you dun care all these..
now the girl is very realistic..
i cant really read your mind..

I wan go out with you..
when can I meet you agian?
after PMR..
can i wait??
maybe can or maybe NO..
cause..
I scare you play me..:(
i hv waste alot of MONEY On you..
no is SPENT...
i never regret..
I JUST WANT YOU BE MINE!!!!
yesterday my best friends has tell me properly..
he said..his GF wan bought watch to him..around 1k..
do you knw why???
because she wan her BF all body is wearing she giv it to him..
but he dont want..he dont want it too expensive..
if cheap more maybe he will except..that mean he dont lik
she wasting money..

HAIX..take photo with you cannot uploud..
scare of this and that..this love wenny said she better dont want..
i think some of your friends still dont know that you hav BF right??
but my whole class DID!!!
so that mean its easy for you to find new 1 at school la??
who know you already GOT?

DO YOU LOVE ME??
WHAT YOU WANT TO DO WHEN IM BESIDE YOU??
WHAT IM TO YOU??
WHAT DO YOU WAN STEAL FROM ME???MONEY??
DO YOU CARE ABOUT ME????
tell me the truth..

she is right every starts will always have its end.. but eveRy end must have its new start
AGREE?? ^^